Thursday, February 15, 2007

o.o sigh~

Sigh~ another day which I expected to be wonderful 's hopes has been vanquished. Yes Vanquished. I am disappointed again. and again and again and again. sigh..

if u really want to know sweetie~

my mom said~

I shouldn't put my heart and soul into someone i just know over the internet, or anyone for that matter, whether real life too. I guess she is right then~ because I have been let down so many times.

@Edit~ well, I guess I really do that a lot. If I like someone, I would give them everything I got, It's weird again~ hai~ My mom is going to kill me again~ 
she asked me, (just now) to stop believeing in stuff which I know can never happen. 
Can it really not happen?
Can it really be impossible?

I do want to to happen. Because.. because.. sigh~ because,
nevermind, I think too much.

But I cannot stop trusting you. 
But I cannot stop putting hope in you.
But I cannot stop counting on you. 

Because I think I am in love with you. =/

Sigh~ life's sad.

Mada Mada Dane actually means~ no, not yet.

Ja ne Desu Ka~  Good night~ imma turn in~ be back later.

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little target

Nickname ~ Ena ~

Nationality Thai ( **Kisses for Shopping, no $$ though** )

Interests I adore gaming~ Martial Heroes~, Perfect World and stuff (Old noob) and I love my absolute FPS game - Wolfteam. I love Figure skating and lots of other cool i don't know. I love Lifehouse music, and I think they are great. So are kelly and christina. I love music that can bring tears to my eyes too. :)

Miss Mood Changer~~ my mood varies ( important part of my development ^_^ )

Expertise Designs and graphics, Colors, texture and Computers. Yummy~ brushes, patterns, photoshop, photographs Also makeup, makeup, lots of makeup! Ring me if you need bridal, D&D makeovers

Occupation Graduate of the one and only Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Media and communications Freelance Host, WebDesigner, Makeup Artist (MUA), Full-time Customer Service officer 


Media and Public Relations, Aviation Authority 

I am a 21 years old graduate of Singapore Polytechnic year 2009 I do feel like picking up the books again but not for something of my line - preferably Dermatogoly or Skin Science. I <3 Science. I don't know why I took Mass Comms.

I want to travel around the world with the love of my life <3 My oyhero ~ and do everything before I die.

Stuff I like

Black Clothes, any Music~, Makeup~, Cameras, Books~, Computers~, and a Nice Big house. ^^ Maybe 100 Billion Dollars is good too. I don't know. Life's too long.