I think I am lost..
And In denial.. I am so sorry I have to say that...
For someone I love so much.. I would do anything..
to get this love in return.. but I can not get it..
The vibes I have been getting.. he said.. Don't make me
feel guilty..
I was shocked, and devastated because I thought we had it all for each
other. I do not know what to say. I am, lost and confused.
Could he be lying to me all this while?
I.. am sorry~ but I think I have hurt myself too much.
I think I should give him up. I am lost.
Lost
Lost
Lost.
God help me. You have already sent an angel in grandma to
explain things to me. Let's hope you will speak to me through her again. I guess I am just his good friend. No where, even if I want
it to go somewhere. I am sorry,
me, for hurting my heart and deceiving myself over and over again.
I do not know what to believe anymore. I had to ask him
6 times for his number.
He gave reluctantly and said not to call him before 10... or was it after..
I don't know.
I don't
want to know.
You know how much that hurt me? It feels like, you don't
want to have anything to do with me.
Fine.. I don't know. Can you at least tell me something
that I want to know?
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING
Sigh~
little target
Nickname
~ Ena ~
Nationality Thai ( **Kisses for Shopping, no $$ though** )
Interests I adore gaming~ Martial Heroes~, Perfect World and stuff (Old noob) and I love my absolute FPS game - Wolfteam. I love Figure skating and lots of other cool i don't know. I love Lifehouse music, and I think they are great. So are kelly and christina. I love music that can bring tears to my eyes too. :)
Miss Mood Changer~~ my mood varies ( important part of my development ^_^ )
Expertise Designs and graphics, Colors, texture and Computers. Yummy~ brushes, patterns, photoshop, photographs Also makeup, makeup, lots of makeup! Ring me if you need bridal, D&D makeovers
Occupation Graduate of the one and only Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Media and communications Freelance Host, WebDesigner, Makeup Artist (MUA), Full-time Customer Service officer
Industry
Media and Public Relations, Aviation Authority
I am a 21 years old graduate of Singapore Polytechnic year 2009 I do feel like picking up the books again but not for something of my line - preferably Dermatogoly or Skin Science. I <3 Science. I don't know why I took Mass Comms.
I want to travel around the world with the love of my life <3 My oyhero ~ and do everything before I die.
Stuff I like
Black Clothes, any Music~, Makeup~, Cameras, Books~, Computers~, and a Nice Big house. ^^ Maybe 100 Billion Dollars is good too. I don't know. Life's too long.
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