Tuesday, January 09, 2007

=) Happy~

~if u are really unsure~ lets forget it~ ur happiness means more to me~ =)

Right now I cannot understand myself. Why am I even crying? or just tears fall?

Maybe it was not meant to be, because, I feel he's so unsure. Well, if it is so, I shall not dwell on it. I think I shall just

disappear somewhere where no soul can find me. The pain is too much for me. Guess my star sign was right, I am very emotional and sensitive. Ah crap mom~ you gave birth to me under the wrong star~ (yeah right~ Like I ever believed in star signs.)

Crest-fallen is one of the most apt words to describe me now. I am so lost, confused and, hurt. Yet I doubt I even know why. Is it because of jealousy or rather~ this reminds me how Kagome had the darkness in her heart because he could not forget Kikyo~

Sigh~ what have I done, how did ever think that I could ever replace her? I do not know what is wrong with me.

Help~ I am sad, lost and confused. Could you pick me up from where I fell and take a few steps back.

Gosh Damn It, these tears are hard to hold back.

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little target

Nickname ~ Ena ~

Nationality Thai ( **Kisses for Shopping, no $$ though** )

Interests I adore gaming~ Martial Heroes~, Perfect World and stuff (Old noob) and I love my absolute FPS game - Wolfteam. I love Figure skating and lots of other cool i don't know. I love Lifehouse music, and I think they are great. So are kelly and christina. I love music that can bring tears to my eyes too. :)

Miss Mood Changer~~ my mood varies ( important part of my development ^_^ )

Expertise Designs and graphics, Colors, texture and Computers. Yummy~ brushes, patterns, photoshop, photographs Also makeup, makeup, lots of makeup! Ring me if you need bridal, D&D makeovers

Occupation Graduate of the one and only Singapore Polytechnic Diploma in Media and communications Freelance Host, WebDesigner, Makeup Artist (MUA), Full-time Customer Service officer 


Media and Public Relations, Aviation Authority 

I am a 21 years old graduate of Singapore Polytechnic year 2009 I do feel like picking up the books again but not for something of my line - preferably Dermatogoly or Skin Science. I <3 Science. I don't know why I took Mass Comms.

I want to travel around the world with the love of my life <3 My oyhero ~ and do everything before I die.

Stuff I like

Black Clothes, any Music~, Makeup~, Cameras, Books~, Computers~, and a Nice Big house. ^^ Maybe 100 Billion Dollars is good too. I don't know. Life's too long.